Week One

People seem to argue a lot here in New York. An old woman and a young man were standing at opposite ends of the bus today screaming at each other, and last night in the cinema, one audience member wouldn’t stop loudly scolding the man in front of him for playing with his mobile phone. There’s a lot of bottled up anger and anxiety, which I think can be easily explained by the close quarters everyone keeps. In some ways you never have a reprieve from the busy, crowded streets. The noise follows you up several flights of stairs and finds you, even in your sleep. With the bassy drone of hip hop music booming out of cars, the sirens, and the constant tooting horns, it’s no wonder everyone’s on edge. I’ve been advised, however, never to lose my cool. ‘People in this city carry guns’, one local warned me.

My first official week at NYU has been exhilarating. It started with a two day writing intensive. We went over our ideas for our project this semester. By December, we have to have written and directed a four minute, black and white, silent film. My teacher, comedian Michael Showalter, said he thought my ideas were good and asked me why I didn’t like them. It was very hard to put into words. I feel as if I haven’t discovered my own creative voice yet and I didn’t like my proposals as I felt I was writing to please an audience rather than finding something I truly wanted to say. I’m going to have another crack at it this weekend.

To prepare us to direct performers, the school gives us acting classes. In our first lesson we improvised a scene after being given a simple scenario. I was paired up with my very talented classmate Ingrid Jungerman. I think everyone was surprised because it was a serious scene and I cried in the middle of it. I’ve never been able to cry on cue but I used all of the stress and pressure from the last week to channel some sadness. It’s funny though, once you’ve brought those emotions to the surface they become very hard to control. It was a very important lesson.

We had our first cinematography class and I got to play around with a 16mm camera for the second time! I think I’m in love. It’s so exciting! I can’t believe in six weeks we will be shooting on 16mm film. I’m petrified but I’m also really looking forward to it.

Everyone in my class is really supportive and it’s hard to believe I’ve only known them for a fortnight. They already feel like good friends.